Stirred Up

I have many things that have been swirling around in my head and my spirit lately. Do you ever feel like you are just stirred up and you just don’t quite know what to do with yourself? I so badly want to have some significant time to just dive into the Word and yet….when I do have some time…I don’t always feel like I am getting what I am aching for? I can’t put my finger on it. It kind of reminds of when you are craving a certain food and you try eating all these other things and you just don’t feel satisfied until you get the food you were craving. You are better off just having what you are craving and save yourself the extra calories right?


I have been seriously feeling as if there is something that I am supposed to be doing or someone I am supposed to be talking to or something. I feel like it is on the verge of bursting out of me and I am not quite sure what that even is? I do know that I have had this extra yearning to talk about things whether it be about things that happen throughout the day or what I have read in the Word or in an article etc. I feel this need to be able to talk to someone about it. I was hoping that blogging would help with this and sometimes it does but there are times when I would like feedback and since I don’t have many followers and I am not even sure if anyone is reading my blogs. God let me know when I started this blogging journey that it wasn’t about how many or who read them….it was an outlet for me to express the things that I am experiencing etc and that He would lead the people to the blog that needed to read it. I guess I just need to continue to be obedient and let God take care of the rest of it. I guess I might need to write more often and not worry about what people will think or if I put in enough scripture etc. I just need to write what I feel led to write.  I need to keep my focus on God and not let myself get distrated.....even just by the fact that I feel something stirring in me. 

God—you're my God! I can't get enough of you! I've worked up such hunger and thirst for God, traveling across dry and weary deserts. So here I am in the place of worship, eyes open, drinking in your strength and glory. In your generous love I am really living at last! My lips brim praises like fountains. I bless you every time I take a breath; My arms wave like banners of praise to you. I eat my fill of prime rib and gravy; I smack my lips. It's time to shout praises! If I'm sleepless at midnight, I spend the hours in grateful reflection.
Because you've always stood up for me, I'm free to run and play. I hold on to you for dear life, and you hold me steady as a post.  - Psalm 63:1-5 MSG